number three.

9/1/17

Since I had my miscarriage, I feel like it's been everywhere. All of a sudden the bloggers and Instagrammers I have followed for years are sharing stories of their miscarriages. Scarlett, on Nashville, had a miscarriage.

I know we can all agree that miscarriage is a terrible word. 

I did not mis-carry anything. I know it's not my fault. I carried my baby to the best of my ability. I'm carrying this baby to the best of my ability. My medical diagnosis on my short term disability paperwork was 'fetal demise'. My body carried my baby 2 weeks and 1 day after he stopped growing, after his heart stopped beating. I'd say I'm pretty good at the carrying part. Who knows how long he would have stayed in there.